Few days ago, I was concerning with my part time job on campus for the food service. Unfortunately, it just like a dream; when you woke up in the morning everything seem disappeared. How can I get excited about my summer long term break, it seems to be a nightmare. Now, I am willing to wake up.
Always follow your plan is a good thing; you will get self-control, be organized, and have a meaningful day. Everything seems perfect, but it is not the reality. The reality is you may not have will to fight for your future even you were eager to fight for your life before. The long term break can take all of your will away; it is just like a killing machine. It will give you more pressure and destroy your dream life. This is not my purpose to be pessimistic, but it is just what I am feeling now.
I start to think that what if I did not stay in Canada. I might have a bunch of time to work as a tutor, model, or translator. Why I persist in staying in Canada? Actually, I cannot find out any reasonable arguments make me stay here. Maybe I have one argument; it is I want to be more Canadian. When I came back from downtown Victoria, I met my homestay mom and sister in front of the Best Buy. We were so amazed and happy to see each other. We talked a lot of funny things we did before. Like Halloween night, popcorn night, pajama night, Narnia night, and yoga night. I felt so happy to recollect last year stuff. It was one of the happiest memories in Victoria. My homestay sister and mom said, “ you definitely do not want to go back to China. You are so Canadian now.” I said yes without any hesitation, I do not want to go back and suffer from the fierce competition among the human resource market. I feel I do not even want to live in my old place. I am a confident, organized, and happy leader, why I want to go back to be a follower?
It is a compromise from my homestay sister and mom, it means I do not have to mind my poor English skills, bad accent; I can start to use my skills to survive in this world. I have capacity for making my life better and letting my family be proud. I am glad that after almost one year, I can be like a Canadian. I am so proud of it.
Even I can hardly find a job on campus; I will still try my best to get as many chances as possible. Before that, I will have a plan to buckle down on feeding myself by getting more knowledge from all kinds of books. It can be a magazine or a novel. It is strange that when I was in China, I was not a fan of any books. However, I am kind of addicted to books now. No matter it is a novel, magazine, or boring text books. I have patience to find out the messages that I need, and I am eager to get it. Victoria changed me; it makes me peaceful, mild, and patient. Therefore, it might be the most persuasive reason to make me stay here and fall in love here. I definitely will build my home in Victoria one day. It will be a warm and fabulous house.
I suppose to do something really fun these days. It is my chance to get close with every Royal Roads international students. I think I will come up an idea to organize another fun event with my dear friends. They are not only incredible, but also genius. I am kind of missing them now. It is nice to see them tomorrow; I think their short break is over now. We will have a great time tomorrow. It has been a long time since our PMP courses over. Everyone has their stuff to work on now. I hope they are fine with that. Since my favorite teacher Tam Uden has gone to Vancouver, the International Study Centre may have some new teachers join in. I am glad to meet them in the future. Now, I have to open my blotter, there still have few more things to deal tomorrow.
I am sending my best wishes to everyone I love now.












